Huz..

Those crappy things are meaningless..i love you..jia yee..i love you..jia yee jia yee jia yee jia yee she is the woman I love.. I’m too late.. she belongs to somebody by now..

I went bak to skul today..and I saw her..but I was trying to avoid from her..when I’m leaving..juz in front of her, bunch of frenz pulled me bak ..and tcher chatted with me..i saw her few feets away..she noticed me too..hoping I can approach her..but I can never do that..i ‘m already determined to let go in order to make both her and that guy happy..mayb she’ll think I’m a jerk or wat..i’m such a cold-blooded when come to deciding..coz it’s good to hav me unhappy than the other two unhappy..sometime more is not necessary a good thing..sth I learnt from from my post of account assistant..that’s why i’m willing to sacrifice for the sake of her..so I did not even make eye-contact with her like we used to..but walked away..past was past..i’m the one who brought inconvevience to ppl..i shud be the one who mend it..maybe she will be mad of me..yea..she shud.. I’m suck a jerk..she’ll never noe how much I love her..how much I’ve done to please her and disguise myself..at last..so much of sustaining knives and blades..i think I’ve made her happy.. ppl u love..no matter how much you do..the main thing is to make her happy..and I think I’ve both succeeded and failed..coz I’ve made her hate and angry of me..but at the same time…..she must be having wonderful moment with that guy by now…..i wish you GOOD LUCK!! I’m such a silly and stupid guy..now only you noe..

Blood Donation Drive

It has been a long time I did not do charity..i haven’t been so active in outside skul activity recently..so, i joined a blood donation drive force..it was a nice experience..the world of which I know is not that cruel actually..there are loves flowing among the these people..they are like me..hoping to help people to make the world a better place to live..although the drive was organised in somewhere I don’t really think there will be many ppl contributing a part of their body..but..we succeeded 350 packs of blood..this over-hits the first point of us..which we speculate there would be only 200 packs.. the result was quite shocking.. I wore a grey colour shirt and a pure white trousers and a pair of white shoes as well.. with the shirt tucked in tight like small kid..i feel the stupidity of mine..but it was nth actually..i told myself..’you are helping the society and saving the world right now’..so bother nth about ur nerd appearance..lol..standing before a banner..i helped giving out the small notices..some ppl wanted me to bring them to the place..so kind am i..and so proud of myself being so kind-hearted..then when I’m bak to the venue, ppl are still waiting to donate their blood..packs of blood laid on the tray faraway..those are result from our effort..with these bloods..thousands and millions of lives can be saved..from the donatee..i can see hearts of wilingness to help the victims…some are even disable..sitting in wheelchairs..but they holding a wish to contribute to this society.. love starting to bond among the visitors..love are see-able right now in front of me..this love makes our world remain its beauty..so beautiful it is..so pretty..and i dun want to die now..

Tug-of-War

Forgetting doesn’t mean abandoning the feeling for her..it’ll never..the feeling last forever..dunnot hesitate…when the stars bring you to tears again..dont look bak..no..

War has been declared..together we stand with just..with L’s super deductive thinking..Light’s mysteries..Shinigami’s eyes..i’ll make this world a perfect place to all human..

I’m a kid..who doesn’t like to lose..Unraveling mysteries..like L..Concealing crimes..like Light..Seeing flaw easily with Sinigami’s eyes..The war has been declared..So don’t you try to win me..you ‘ll never succeed..

I’m a man of pretending..living in disguise..i onli feel myself is myself when I’m in bathroom..when I’m take off my cloths..when water of shower washes away the disguise of mine..dat’s when I’m who I am..