Tears rolling down her cheek.

A letter to PeiShi,

I know that it is tough and hard, for you to accept the death of your mom. You did not come already for few days in a row. I could see that you are digging yourself into the soil, trying to bury your life and your spirit alive. You thought you are strong. You act like nothing had happened, but actually you are hiding away your grief, trying to build a strong fortress against the sorrow within. You might say that I’m not in your shoes. But there is something I would like to let you know, that WE are walking towards the future. WE are going to be alongside with you. I’m not objecting you to look back into your wonderful memories, but at least let sadness recede as we proceed. Let the time do its job. What your mom would want to see is you and your sister and brother and dad, of course, to continue living happily and truthfully, even in the days without her. The days ahead, you would have more responsibility; you are the eldest, and now the woman behind your dad, the supporter of this family. I bet it’s your mom’s wish to see you in all success. And you shall wait happily until the day she comes forward to fetch you with proud smile.