The buttons of door budged
She opened the door
“Thank you for everything!”
I smiled back
There’s a second I wanted
I really wanted to grab her hand
I wanted to tell her
How much I love her?
Hey, you’ll be leaving Malaysia soon.
Don’t put her in the cage
And if you’re for real
you have to wait.
I held back

Wait
is such an excruciating moment
You couldn’t do anything
But hanging onto hope
Which will bring you
Some light

Enlightened I am
I consider myself
But hunger for Love
(I supposed)
Waited for the past 3 years
And 4 more years ahead are really
going to rip me off
Shall I continue?
Shall I keep on walking the path?
Chasing the “pavement”?
This is no longer a question.
“I’ve no choice,”
I rather do not want any other choice
I don’t want
I don’t want
Losing her will make me a coward again
Losing her will make me even crazier
Run or Row the boat?
She cracked the code?
We both knew the code
Without need to decipher it
Show me your answer through your eyes.