Monday, February 16, 2009

How many times I’ve tried to runaway?
How many times I’ve tried to walk off this grieving road?
There are doubts in my head.
There are feelings that I couldn’t suppress.
After so many years,
After so many beats of wave,
I just couldn’t.
I thought I’ve put it down.
The moment we made our first eye contact,
The moment we walk away from each other’s life.
Doubts circling around me,
Are we destined to be together?
Now we meet again,
Our eyes meet again,
My heart throbs again,
Unstoppable.
Uncontrollable.
Your graceful smile,
Winking at me.
With a single flick of cupid’s finger,
Things around just went stagnant,
Stop with sudden death of my heart.
We are locked on each other again,
Asking if LOVE is back
For us...


Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Today is…TODAY!! Today is the final day, the last day for all of us to sit here, in uniform, on these anytime-could-break chairs and such ugly but familiar desks. Today is a day of excitement ,mixing with some..erm..i would say…sadness. Why?

From May 2007, we barely knew each other. Some I’ve seen before, some are total strangers to me. Until today, we became buddies. During this period of time, I’ve learnt a lot. I’ve enjoyed stuffs, stuffs that I could never imagine I would touch the whole life. Stuffs that inspires me a lot. Thank you. Thanks to you guys, for bringing me out of myself and my fully grey-clouded nerdy world (?!). To be frank, I enjoy things that we worked along. GH heroes, sales, ….bla..bla..bla…and finally..this coming-up trip.

Bonding between us, it’s what I’ve wanted all along, what I’ve never met before F6. The circle of trust, the bonding which we believe in each other, we worked hard without blaming, without quarrel, without suspicion for every project passed on to us. Even we had fight, we just laugh away the next day.

Well, being “chemistrily” obsessed (as I always do), I would like to compare our friendship, our circle to the carbon amorphous. Just like buckyball (LOLZ!!) which forms caging to have the electrons trapped. It’s the feeling of love, passionate and trust that lies beneath us, the buckyball, empowering the covalent bonding between carbon atoms!!

I’m lucky that I’ve chosen this path. A path that is always objected by some aunties and uncles. A path that brings me idealism, friendships, and of course makes me a better man ( Okay, maybe I’m still not there yet)

I apologize for being crappy sometimes to all of you, for being harsh to some of you (Puay Yong, Amelia, Wei Keong, Rachele, …..-the list goes on- ……I’m sorry but..you know..it’s easy to give an answer, but it’s the crucial yet difficult part to path the thinking process..), for being a bit too commentative (Jol Ern the fatty, Rachele the water tank, Angie’s liquid-highlighted specs…thanks to these people..for..helping me to release stress..Wakakaka..and thanks for not crying..but once Rachelle weep..OMG..not my fault, Kavi did it)

No matter how, I appreciate each and everyone of you for your kindness and everything, and for letting me be part of your…if you consider…life. Though, you guys are all pretty significant in my life (unlike ideal gas molecules..Wakaka). Every component in this new-me is composed of your spirit. I’m like a factory product, enjoyed the moulding process, waiting for my lovely future to fetch me. Don’t forget the vows and the promises.

Love, Chong.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

It has been a long time.
I have left this blog full of dust and ashes.
Here I'm back. With a sense of pride.
I'm ready to tell you all the things that happen in these two years and also my current situation.
Hwaiting!!

Monday, July 16, 2007

Tears rolling down her cheek.

A letter to PeiShi,

I know that it is tough and hard, for you to accept the death of your mom. You did not come already for few days in a row. I could see that you are digging yourself into the soil, trying to bury your life and your spirit alive. You thought you are strong. You act like nothing had happened, but actually you are hiding away your grief, trying to build a strong fortress against the sorrow within. You might say that I’m not in your shoes. But there is something I would like to let you know, that WE are walking towards the future. WE are going to be alongside with you. I’m not objecting you to look back into your wonderful memories, but at least let sadness recede as we proceed. Let the time do its job. What your mom would want to see is you and your sister and brother and dad, of course, to continue living happily and truthfully, even in the days without her. The days ahead, you would have more responsibility; you are the eldest, and now the woman behind your dad, the supporter of this family. I bet it’s your mom’s wish to see you in all success. And you shall wait happily until the day she comes forward to fetch you with proud smile.