Love
Is powerful enough
To substitute caffeine
Nothing more to keep me awake
in this late night.



Her grandma
My grandpa
Her worries
My future
Her friends
My buddies
Angels and Demons
And a lot more
I listened carefully to her
She too listened to my story
It seems stories of all these 3 years
Of us both
spilled out
Wanting each other to hear
Wanted each other to share

It has been long ago
I watched her in such close distance
Her beautiful eyes
Her laughter

That feeling brought us back to the past
Back to where we left each other
But now it’s just with a bettered me.

The buttons of door budged
She opened the door
“Thank you for everything!”
I smiled back
There’s a second I wanted
I really wanted to grab her hand
I wanted to tell her
How much I love her?
Hey, you’ll be leaving Malaysia soon.
Don’t put her in the cage
And if you’re for real
you have to wait.
I held back

Wait
is such an excruciating moment
You couldn’t do anything
But hanging onto hope
Which will bring you
Some light

Enlightened I am
I consider myself
But hunger for Love
(I supposed)
Waited for the past 3 years
And 4 more years ahead are really
going to rip me off
Shall I continue?
Shall I keep on walking the path?
Chasing the “pavement”?
This is no longer a question.
“I’ve no choice,”
I rather do not want any other choice
I don’t want
I don’t want
Losing her will make me a coward again
Losing her will make me even crazier
Run or Row the boat?
She cracked the code?
We both knew the code
Without need to decipher it
Show me your answer through your eyes.